i have this sinking feeling and i don’t know where it’s coming from.
maybe it’s coming from everywhere and it’s either i don’t see it that way, or i don’t want to see it that way.
maybe i’m just worrying a bit too much but, presently, i really don’t know what too much is.
i’m exhausted mentally and at times physically. i don’t know if it’s a rewind button in life that i need or a blank canvass to start afresh.
being vague isn’t my style but vague is all i can be right now.
i’d give myself a few weeks or even some months. if most things remain the same, i know i’d be okay.
